Canoeing rivers in Alaska didn't start for me until my mid 40s. Our son started a business selling kayaks and accessories. As the business grew, I became more and more involved. We went from a small-scale retail shop to a full summer season of instruction and guided trips.

I became the CEO. I did all the reservations, planned and prepared meals for the trips, packed and unpacked gear for the classes and trips, instructed on water from my canoe, guided clients in camping skills. My favorite group of clients was from the Elderhostel program. Once a year 16 clients from all over the United States came to float the Chena River for a week. I was the lead guide and had others who came along to assist.

It was hard for some of our men clients to understand how a woman, indeed one with gray hair, could be so in love with this outdoor, rugged activity. I feel a thrill when maneuvering a canoe through a boulder garden. I love the surrounding beauty of the land and a feeling of solitude when traveling a remote river. The community feeling around the campfire and the simplicity of camp life give me pleasure.

The commitment required for a full-time summer schedule caused us to sell the business to be more spontaneous with our time. It was hard for me to hang up my hat to full-time canoe instruction and guided trips. We continue to do extensive canoe trips with friends. I miss being in charge. The friends we travel with have their independence and don't look to me for guidance. I can still carry gear and canoes over the portage; I can paddle the river for 6 to 8 hours a day. I can still accomplish the physical labor of camp set up and take down. My good health allows me to continue paddling my canoe at the age of 70. My 30 years of experience leading others to skillfully maneuver the swift, cold waters of Alaskan rivers gives me the confidence to continue doing what I love.